tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10129981446179795132024-02-21T22:28:49.317+08:00Life Is DeathXterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.comBlogger330125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-17081605171607687482014-04-29T22:49:00.000+08:002014-04-29T22:49:11.269+08:00I met your friend; FinallyDear Justin, <br />
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I always trust world could be so small. <br />
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Let me tell you this. You will get surprised. Or infact, you knew it and you wanted to surprised me?<br />
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While working today, we spoke about Uncle Rama's death. I cry again while having lunch. I just couldn't accept the fact that he have gone and I misses him so badly. Not only that. I cry today, this morning while driving to work. My mind and heart just missed him. I think alot about him for couple of days. I cry for the past few days continuously too.<br />
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I remember he bought me a very nice handmade key chain from Sarawak as a souvenir when we all actually have the company trip to Taiwan and I didn't even bought him anything. I feel so bad right now. I kept scolding the rest for being selfish, and I think I am one of them. But Uncle Rama would always remember us no matter where he travels. I feel really bad.<br />
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Really really bad.<br />
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Really bad that I did not buy him anything on his birthday. That I did not think about buying him anything when I went to company trip twice.<br />
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Now... I am part of the Junks, Trash that I mention earlier in my blog.<br />
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I had to stop. Tears coming down again T______T<br />
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And while Penny told me that she was actually quite shocked that his son used Uncle Rama to text her the location of the Nirvana, she told me she immediately cried. I told her I understand the feeling as Justin's family also did used Justin's phone number to text me that he was dead.<br />
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While that moment, Mave joined the conversation by saying " I dunno if the Justin you were saying is the same Justin as well".<br />
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I looked at him and said "Justin Tham?"<br />
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He said, yes. The one that study at Cosmopoint. I said again "Tham Chee Kwan?"<br />
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And he said he was not sure about his full name, but is Justin Tham and they used to be best friend in a gang while collage time.<br />
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He asked me whether do I had his picture, but I said I dont have it as before he passed away, Friendster was the best thing to play and Facebook is just coming out. But now, Friendster already not existed but replaced with something else. So all the pictures and information was deleted just like that.<br />
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Penny then asked, do you guys take pictures or something? Then I told her that moment we don't have Iphone or any nice camera phone. And we never think of taking pictures together. We spend times together.<br />
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Mave also told me that he was uncertain if Justin Tham was the same person that I always mention until he remembers he had a friend and he heard news that he was actually involved in an accident at Genting and passed away. Friends trying to relocate him but failed. His house was not at Sentul anymore.<br />
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He also mention, that moment Cosmopoint was not doing really good and everyone have been shifted to Go-Academy to study. But due to Justin's financial, he remained at Cosmopoint. He even told Mave to accompany him to finish the course, but Mave decided to move on and went to Lim Kok Wing.<br />
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Then I told Mave that it must be him. I told him his surname is quite unique and I dont have friends that have the surname except for Benny Tham (my IRC fren, which I lost contact as well). And I told Mave everything about Justin.<br />
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I even cried today while working when talked about Justin. I cried when I plead for Justin to come into my dreams for once, but he gave me 2 memorable dreams I could never ask for.<br />
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Mave and friends doesnt know that if Justin had really leave this world. They say they heard news, but couldn't confirm until today they did not know whether is Justin still alive or not. He even mention that Justin did call Mave to go out for a drink, but Mave was busy and said next time. And now, there's no more next time as he have left all of us.<br />
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I am happy and surprised that all the while, Mave was actually part of your best buddy. You might have bring something close to you to me so I can feel relief as I always wondering, why is there not many of your friend turns up for your funeral and is CNY really that badluck to attend?<br />
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However, I wish you are still up in the heaven and look after your family and have the soul to stay next to me and protect me.<br />
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Until...one day, I can finally meet you again.<br />
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<br />Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-65004282817837799612014-04-28T19:17:00.001+08:002014-04-28T19:17:36.821+08:00Someone Who is PreciousTo the person,<br />
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I started to know you when I joined this company in year 2010. (I would not want to mention the company's name due to my blog would be read by everyone in this world. But I would blog out how I feel for your company).<br />
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I get to know this person, an indian guy. Oh..wait, is an indian uncle. His face was very humble, charming, though he looks quite old but he wants to work to support his family. He was part of the best driver to my Ex-Boss. He can really wait my boss patiently from morning till morning. Meaning, let's take an example, from 10am till the next day 4am. And he will drive his motorbike back to home at Shah Alam.<br />
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Imagine. A very elderly guy to work just to get an extra income for his family. I should be proud of him. NO! We all should be proud of him.<br />
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I even told him is time for him to try to resign and relax at home. But he told me "Why I need to relax at home without any income where else I'm happy to be here and had income? If I were to be at home, I had nothing to do and is boring" Oh well, make sense.<br />
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I even told him to be very careful at road especially night time when fetching my boss back to his house after and he goes back home. Sometimes, I do worried about his driving. But he said he still manage to take care himself.<br />
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He's really nice. Though I did not always spend time with him (due to I'm very much workaholic to my job), but I will have some time make time to chit chat and make some jokes and fun with him when I gets to the pantry. He even bought some food to the close staff as well. And due to I always work, I don't quite like spending time at the pantry, talking and gossiping and eating karipuff that the indian uncle bought. He sometimes also invited me to join the tea-time session, but I always say "later" and I did not went but continue to do work.<br /><br />I remember, once I bought Brand's Essence of Chicken to office. When I saw him coming late to the office, I gave the Brands to him. He rejected saying I need it more than him. I say "No. You need it as you always driving up and down so late and is tiring". Eventually, he insisted me to drink it all up. So I drank all up. He put a smile on his face. <br />
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And I had a celebration on my birthday at the company for my 1st year. After the celebration was over, Uncle called me to come down with him and waited for him. So I waited. Then he went to the car and gave me a present. I was so touched. I said why he wanted to waste money and buy me a present? He smiled and say I buy la.. give to you one. I was speechless and accepted his present. I never know he would spend on me on something. I'm grateful to him as it is from his heart. I don't think every driver would do that. I hugged him.<br />
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I told him he is my lover, my dad. He laughed.<br />
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And ever since, I always gets to talks to him and said that I would jealous if he gets really near to any girls. We chuckle..laughed. aiya~<br />
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So I left one day. Can see the sadness in his eyes. And I told him we can still keep in touch.<br />
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And yes, we did keep in touch.<br />
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Every year, without fail he would wish me Happy New Year, Gong Xi Fatt Chai to me and family. I even did the same thing to him by wishing him Deepavali, Happy New Year and his Birthday. Got once, he come and cari us makan. He was sweating as he was riding his bike under the hot sun. But sincerely, he got the heart to visit us too.<br />
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I remember he was once admitted to the hospital and I came and look for him. I mean, I visited him with Ken and bought him foods. He scolded say why waste money. I told him is not that expensive and he need food to get healthy.<br />
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Then, he went for his both eyes operation for cataract. After a while, me and Penny visited him at home. He said he is alright and thanks for coming. I can see he wanted to get a very good eye sight so he can see everything clearly.<br />
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And now, Penny told me he would go for his heart operation. I asked what's wrong about his heart and she explained everything. So I told Penny I will call him one day before his operation. But as usual. I was working. And I selfish-ness forget all about it. <br />
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Until the day before his operation, he texted me a message saying "Esok Operation".<br />
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I stoned when received the message. I drop down my work, rushed outside and called him. Chatted with him, asking him don't panic. Everything would be fine. He said he knows la. He even told me that he went thru all the test and he is eligible for the operation. Even his blood test looks good. I told him I would pray that night for everything smooth and he then told me he no longer working at the company. I was shocked. I asked why? He said boss have tried 3 times to ask him stays at home. And this time is the 3rd time. So he told me he have to listern and cannot fight back. He even mention as least boss did give him some money. That was great news. And I asked him, so after operation, what would he do or just rest at home? He said he would rest at home for a period after the operation and will try to be a taxi driver. I scolded him. I said, you can't drive Fast & Furious u know? Taxi is proton and is not Jaguar! And KL road is not safe. They tend to rob you, or hurt u. Very dangerous...and I still keep on nagging him. On the other side of the phone, he kept saying don't worry.<br />
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Before I hang up the phone, I told him that I would like to call him again before his operation starts at 11am. He said "Don't need la". I kept telling him that I worried and he might be good if he listern to my voice before he admitted. We chuckled. <br />
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So I prayed that night. Hoping and wishing he would be fine. <br />
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The next morning, I texted him before he enters to the operation room. He managed to reply me and I felt relief. Means that he read my msg. :)<br />
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After few days his operation, Penny told me that we could actually visit Uncle and he's finally awake and the operation goes really good. So we went to buy grapes and oats and visit him on wednesday.<br />
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When we reached. We saw him seating at the seat. Taking his head up and watching the TV above him. From afar, he looks good. The sooner we walk nearer to him, I saw his body with alot of stitches. It must be unbearable pains he might have gone through. But he said it was slight pain and he can eat, talk, laugh. The nurses also did monitoring his condition which I felt relief. Oh. He was in the ICU of cause. He told us how the progress been going, and he said he is fine.<br />
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So we left as there's limitation time of visiting the patient. I am happy that he was actually alive, and he can really talks and be himself back. Me and Penny also planned to try and visit him again after few days later.<br />
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And...<br />
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On saturday night, Penny called me.<br />
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She was crying really bad over the phone. I kept asking why is she crying? What's wrong? But all I heard was a cry. And she said "Uncle Rama just passed away" and continue to cry.<br />
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I got a shock. I say, What? What did you said? Did you say Uncle Rama passed away just now?<br />
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Crying continue on the other side.<br />
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I said, it can't be. We visited him on Wednesday. He looks good after the operation. No..it can't be. Why????<br />
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And she continue to cry and say everything.<br />
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I stoned.<br />
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I continue to ask questions. Until a part where suddenly I cried out loud. I just couldn't bear the pain that he suffered. I can freshly imagine that he was alive that time. He is who he is. He is Uncle Rama. He is the Uncle that cares for everyone. He is the one who bought the delicious breakfast of nasi lemak to certain staff and they all loves it. I don't know how it taste, but I can see he willing to help to buy nasi lemak for them who wants and of cause, they would pay him back and sometimes he doesnt even want to accept the money. He even bought kuih muih, back office for tea-time after fetching my boss from client's side and invited people to come and join the tea.<br />
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He is the 1st person we think of when we were at another building and couldn't even cross the road back to our office after lunch hour is over due to raining cats and dogs. And Penny decided to called Uncle Rama to come and pick us up. He came. We were thankful. Else all of us will be superb basah and get scold if we reach office late and might get warning letter from the HR department.<br />
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And I cried badly.<br />
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I definitely saw that he was okay. He can talk... How could a person just go a snap just like that? It doesn't make sense. It really doesn't make sense at all. If it was when he was under the operation and he just left, I might cry and understand the situation. But that was not.<br />
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The story was that the transformation from ICU to a Normal Wad, and his heart was getting weaker, and the doctor was trying their best to maintain back his pulse to normal and eventually failed. (Damn, seriously right now I hate the doctors. Why the hell they wanted to transfer him to a Normal Fucking Wad??)<br /><br />Penny and Michelle then told me that the ceremony would be held on Sunday; 27 May 2014 from 2pm - 4pm at Shah Alam. I was feeling sad as I promised Furry Friends Farm that I would be their volunteer on their event of Splish Splash Water Base that helds on Sunday 27 May 2014 from 9am till 4pm. I knew I couldn't make it. And I told myself that I would go to pay my last respect to him on coming weekends.<br />
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I told Penny to go and please represent on behalf of me. She went and all she saw the 1st to arrived is Uncle Muru. Uncle Muru is the driver for the HOD for Architecture. Uncle Rama used to protect him and stand for Uncle Muru. I can feel how Uncle Muru must be feeling really sad and Penny told me he cries too.<br />
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Then, Mark, Tracey, Devan, Michael, and another staff from architecture department arrived. I got a shock why just this? Where the hell is all the rest of the staff? Where is Kim May, Ayden, Gavin? Kim May is the Personal Assistant of Mark. Ayden and Gavin usually talks with Uncle Rama the most. So where are there? Harris even posted at Facebook and tagged Ivan, Fendi, Jac, etc and telling them that Uncle Rama has passed away and the ceremony would be held on Sunday. All they said in the comment was "Rest In Peace", "Deep C<span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}" data-reactid=".37.1:3:1:$comment10152308843113592_10152308985748592:0.0.$right.0.$left.0.0.0:$comment-body"><span class="UFICommentBody" data-reactid=".37.1:3:1:$comment10152308843113592_10152308985748592:0.0.$right.0.$left.0.0.0:$comment-body.0"><span data-reactid=".37.1:3:1:$comment10152308843113592_10152308985748592:0.0.$right.0.$left.0.0.0:$comment-body.0.$end:0:$0:0">ondolence" and that's it. </span></span></span><br />
<span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}" data-reactid=".37.1:3:1:$comment10152308843113592_10152308985748592:0.0.$right.0.$left.0.0.0:$comment-body"><span class="UFICommentBody" data-reactid=".37.1:3:1:$comment10152308843113592_10152308985748592:0.0.$right.0.$left.0.0.0:$comment-body.0"><span data-reactid=".37.1:3:1:$comment10152308843113592_10152308985748592:0.0.$right.0.$left.0.0.0:$comment-body.0.$end:0:$0:0"><br /></span></span></span>
<span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}" data-reactid=".37.1:3:1:$comment10152308843113592_10152308985748592:0.0.$right.0.$left.0.0.0:$comment-body"><span class="UFICommentBody" data-reactid=".37.1:3:1:$comment10152308843113592_10152308985748592:0.0.$right.0.$left.0.0.0:$comment-body.0"><span data-reactid=".37.1:3:1:$comment10152308843113592_10152308985748592:0.0.$right.0.$left.0.0.0:$comment-body.0.$end:0:$0:0">How would you feel if you were in his shoe and no one would come to see you?</span></span></span><br />
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Is a sudden Sunday from <span style="font-size: small;">just 2PM- 4PM is very hard for everyone to pay the last respect? IS IT SO GOD DAMN HARD JUST TO TRAVEL FROM A PLACE TO SHAH ALAM?</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">IS THAT FUCKING SO HARD?</span><br />
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GOD DAMN U ALL WHO KNOWS THE NEWS BUT DID NOT WANT TO TURN YOUR FUCKING SELF UP.<br />
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I am very dissapointed of who you are. Yes, got friend did message me saying why am I being so harsh and if she weren't reading Mark's message at FB, she is part of the person I would also hate.<br />
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I told her, is not like that. I don't hate those people who do not know as quite many of them seriously do not know Uncle Rama went to hospital for his operation on his heart. And I also understand that Shuli was in BKK and Michelle was at Johor and Genki at Ipoh and Me, Kelly and Salmon was volunteering for Furry Friends Farm. But the company is big. Is everyone away and balik kampung too? Is it even not a person that stays at KL and PJ that moment?<br />
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Or is it you have marathon to run? Or is it your friend came to Malaysia after so many years he/she have been to overseas? Or is it you have a date with your love one? Or is : WHAT?<br />
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What other lamer reason you could give me that you don't feel like attending? Get sick after going for a funeral? Or you a scared baby? Or WHAT?<br />
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I don't get it. I seriously don't get it. Uncle Rama have treated you all like his own brothers and sisters, daughters and sons. This is what he gets on re-pay. All of you seriously are junks and trash. Full of craps and rubbish. I am very dissapointed of who you are, who knew his last day was on Sunday.<br />
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Yes. I posted at FB mentioning the company name. If Mark or Tracey or who ever from the company is reading MY BLOG here, you might be getting mad at me. But I am getting even mad at you as you are a failure that your STAFF DID NOT PAY A SIMPLE RESPECT FOR AN ELDERLY PERSON.<br />
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You should be shame of yourself. Seriously.<br />
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Uncle Rama plays part of the important role to the company. And all his gain was NOTHING. ZERO.<br />
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However, my friends that posted up comments telling me that human is somehow cruel that we cant even know. Yes. And now I know. I can't judge them or force them too. I wrote quite harsh over Facebook yesterday evening. And I'm happy some says "Do call me if you were to visit Uncle Rama and I wish to pay for my last respect". I do not force you to go. But I am happy that you would want to go with me.<br />
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<i>Dear Uncle Rama,</i><br />
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<i>You play the best role, even you are a driver. You fed everyone of us well. You even treat your family well. You complain when you are not happy, so do we to you. I am happy that I got to know you even we knew each other for like almost 4 years now. I am happy that you message me sometimes and do ring me sometimes which means alot to me that you somehow remembers me even I'm busy to give you a ring. I am really proud that I can be your part-time lover. Be your nagging mate. Be your close friend. But you left all of us suddenly and is very hard for us to accept it. You might be scolding me above saying "haiya, why u wan to scold other people one Facebook? Tak payah marah marah. Sendiri yang susah". But I felt it is really unpolite to you. </i><br />
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<i>So here, I would try to re-locate the closes friends with you and will go see and pay the respect to you. I am so going to cry on spot. </i><br />
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<i>Lord, help me to take care of Uncle Rama. He have try so many times admitted to hospital so his life would be better and I do not know God, somehow needed him more than all of us in this world. </i><br />
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<i>God, I hope and wish he is happy now. I would remember him always the way I remember Justin. I wish Justin is still there waiting for me and helping me to take care of Uncle Rama too. I bought Justin alot of stuff, so he can also share with you.</i><br />
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<i>May you live happily above and look after your family too. I miss you and I love you Uncle Rama.</i><br />
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<i>Will never be forgotten,</i><br />
<i>Xter </i><br />
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I will definitely miss you alot...and well... here I cry again T______TXterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-17240504360764398902014-04-12T11:31:00.001+08:002014-04-12T11:31:18.081+08:00D.R.E.A.M.C.A.T.C.H.E.RI finally had my Dreamcatcher now! I had 3 actually. But I manage to capture one. Will capture the other 2 more when I had the time.<br /><br />
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Dreamcatcher is a believe that it traps your bad dreams and giving you a sweet good dreams by coming it from the center of the hole. All bad dreams were to be trapped at the sides of it. It was firstly created by the Native American, Pan-Indian.<br />
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Moreover, the shapes are like a spiderwebs :)<br /><br />I ordered this via online from a Facebook. You can try seeing it from this link. Price is all written at their website. <br /><b>Facebook :</b> https://www.facebook.com/DreamCatchersAccessories?fref=ts<br /><b>Website :</b> http://dreamcatchersstore.blogspot.com/<br />
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Is pretty worth the price, and I must say is quite cheap as it's handmade. I think the person who made this doesnt think about the price, but to make it for everyone's happy. I bought this at RM21 (including pos laju to house as well).<br />
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I guarantee the outcome is as good as what you can see from their Facebook / Website.<br />
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Though have no windows in my room, I hung it next to my bed-frame. <br />
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Oh...and I love to share it to my baby mongrel too when he's sleeping. Wishing Fat-Fat had a good dream as well :) </div>
Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-83959701058971116732014-04-04T22:33:00.001+08:002014-04-04T22:39:49.054+08:00FeelingsSo what is feelings to you?<br />
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I would just go to the straight point rather than doing a defination of; such as What is Romance Feeling or Anger Feeling or Suspicious Feelings?<br />
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I wish I could have more time to blog about feelings, but well, I think is just a waste of time as everyone would know the general concept behind it.<br />
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Well, I just lost a girl-friend when I finished my high school. And I told myself, losing one friend does not mean I looses all. But if yes, I would not mind it as I will tell myself that those friends are not worth mixing with. (Well, unless they are pretty good friends and I keep on loosing them one-by-one and eventually I loosed the best one, and I will know that is all my fault for not care my friends enough)<br />
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Years passed and I moved on forgetting all about her...<br />
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Until I met back one of my high school mate, a guy. And we used to chat at the group chat and hang out for a drink. But in the end, that doesn't last long either. I no longer friends with him as that moment he speak such a rude words towards my friend and I was asking him to get himself back to reality and he should apologize to my friend after picking himself pieces by pieces of what he have just done. He ignored and think he was talking all the right things, but seriously he's not. Until his friend called me and apologize behalf of him to me but I told his friend that it wasn't his fault and he shouldn't apologize behalf of his friend. In the end, I deleted him from my Facebook as he totally doesnt even speak a word with me after. So why should I keep him then if he wants to hate me that much?<br />
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So, I lost two friends now. But it doesn't matter to me.<br />
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Finally, I had this one :-<br />
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Last few days I was having a very big headache. I just couldn't sleep as my head ache alot. Really alot. But I forced myself to work as there's many things to rush. So I went to work the next day.<br />
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And to gain some ideas, I logged in to the client's Facebook page and I started to say "Whoah... what happen to this logo and why is god damn ugly? who the hell did it?"<br />
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I know my words are awful, but that was the usual me to speaks up like that as it looks REALLY UGLY. I don't quite like to lie to myself unless I knows who did it and I will definately just keep quite.<br />
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In the end, I knows who did that and to my surprise he was so hurt of what I have said and doesn't even talks to me after and he somesort of throw tantrums to another person which I think he did was not right.<br />
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So in the end, I messages him by telling I am sorry of what I have said earlier and hoping he doesn't throw tantrums or accusing or mad to the other person.<br />
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And well before sending to him, I have three options in my mind.<br />
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Is either :<br />
1. He will not reply my message because he asleep<br />
2. He will not reply my message and he is really busy in working<br />
3. He doesnt bother to reply my message even after reading it.<br />
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So I sent.<br />
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An hour passed. Another hour passed, and it's gonna be 2am (which means few hours passed), there's no reply. So I started to think positive as he might have just falls sleeping. But, the other person told me he was in Facebook - online-ing.<br />
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Ok, FUCK IT.<br />
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Well, I appologize and this is still what I get in return? Duh.<br />
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Somehow, since he's play such an important role to the person I knew, I try to tolerate with him and went to Morning Market to buy roasted pork as is part of what he likes to eat usually. So when I reached office, I ate some (Well, I bought the roasted pork for like RM15) and left some for him when he gets to the office.<br />
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So, he walked in. Sat down. Put aside my Roasted Pork and do his work like he's really really really busy. And before I went to lunch, I told him that thing was Roasted Pork and asked him to eat it. But he told me "I am full and had my lunch outside"<br />
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Oh well, I told him, he can have it as I have more of it this morning.<br />
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So evening came, and he take the pack and put at the pantry. I saw it and well, I just finished it all myself.<br />
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Conclusion is, I have try making my move and he doesn't even accept because of the crap thing I mention. I even told him that might not what he wants to do but the client wanted him to do it and I know he have to do it as client pays him. So why does he have to be so mad at what I have said?<br />
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Did he realised that he actually hurt me before not once, not twice but quite some times as well due to when I asked his opinion on the design wise, he just smack it up. So in the end I choose not to ask him anything as his sense of seeing the design and my sense of seeing the design was not the same. He should realise if the words he used on other people is really hurtful, then he should take others comment from other people whether is positive or negative.<br />
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I wondered if client rejected all his works, so does he fucking hate that client alot?<br />
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I just don't get it. Even when we were friends before and he talks alot like he's the NO.1 and no one will achieve what he having now. But sometimes I tolerate with him if it makes sense and I don't agree with him if it's sounds kinda bullshit.<br />
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Well, if he wants to act like a child or a baby that needs protection from someone, just go ahead. I don't need to care about your feelings at all and on the very first place, I don't even need to apologize to you either as what I said is what I really thinks of. If you couldn't accept it, then why the heck are you in this LINE for?<br />
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Think about it. If someone truly hurt your feelings, they are EVIL.<br />
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But if someone wanted to let you know how they feels about it, and you can't accept it, you're not an ANGEL but you are STUBBORN.Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-58158596510477999332014-01-31T21:52:00.000+08:002014-01-31T21:52:23.937+08:00Gong Xi Fa CaiIf you were to type the letterings of "Gong Xi Fa Cai" at "wechat" you will gonna have a special effect of all money ONG to your way :)<br />
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And partly, would like to take opportunity that the company I'm working at ; sQuid creative advertising would wish everyone healthy, wealthy, ONG mali here and there and foremost, stay YOUNG yo! <br />
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And so today, this is the 3rd year that I came to Ken's family and I have received an Ang Pow from Ken's Brother. 1st time wei~ Yihehehehe~ Yah!<br />
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Not only that, Labu (the labbit) and wombat loves the ang pow too ^^ <i>(Well, look at Wombat, he sniffing as he 1st time see the new things)</i><br />
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And so... Ken played the firecrackers early morning. Kubi (the dog) was let loose and running around that moment. And when he was tied up, Labu and Kubi met each other for the 1st time and greeted "Gong Xi Fatt Tai Cai"<br />
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Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-21381613548353321982014-01-06T00:14:00.000+08:002014-01-06T00:14:22.556+08:00Playing in the Pool :)This is consider the 1st time I was in the pool <i>(don't mention when I was still a small kid-lah)</i>.<br />
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Activity of every Friday I was the one planned.<br /><br /><b>Our activities starts from 6.30pm - 7.30pm (or if you want to stay longer, you may go ahead) every Friday. </b><br /><br />Whoever wanted to join me, <b>JOM-LA</b> :)<br /><br />This was happened last 2weeks on Thursday (Due to some-other reason so we shifted a day earlier)<br /><br />Before I start, the "Pelampung" (I forgot what is the english name for it. >.< GOSH~) was actually belongs to Penny as it was a christmas gift we have exchanged last year. But since she knows how to swim and I can't, I just use it for FUN - In the sick of WANTED TO PLAY INSIDE THE POOL SO BADLY >.<<br />
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At the beginning, in my mind I was thinking NOT TO GET WET (even though I have bought extra clothes). But never know, the moment I just started to seat and lay down, all the water rushing down my pelampung.<br />
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So FUCK IT, I just play and start many stupid and silly positions!<br />
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Penny also did taught me how to move my pelampung forward and backwards or sideways. I'm still learning. Oh BTW, I don't know how to swim :P<br />
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So here, I starting to move my pelampung... <br /><br />Damned. I look like a mayat floating~</div>
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And Wayne played his pelampung.<br /><br />FYI, He knows how to swim. So don't look down on that guy!</div>
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This is the funny position!</div>
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Wait...actually I was trying to get down from my pelampung. So I need to get hold on something to balance myself to get down.</div>
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Telling him that he looks sexy if he's using the pink instead of the green one.</div>
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He swam away...</div>
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So, I flush him with water yelling </div>
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"HEY COME BACK, EXCHANGE-LA"</div>
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~ROFL~</div>
Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-3943632516619591152014-01-05T00:56:00.001+08:002014-01-05T00:56:06.096+08:00Postcard from GenkiI finally received Genki's postcard last Friday 10/01/2014 before taking Fat-Fat to the vet for his usual dressing. I read on spot. Smiled alone.<br /><br />Thanks for remembered :) And YES, Not only I misses you. But all of us misses you too...<br />
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Hope you have your healthy meals. Wear more clothes and be able to take care yourself as well.<br />
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<br />Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-24381767568201304842014-01-05T00:18:00.002+08:002014-01-05T00:30:55.003+08:00Thirty8, Grand Hyatt Happy New Year 2014!In my 30, this is my F.I.R.S.T time that I went to a 4.4 star hotel to have a Hi-Tea and it was falls on the 01 January 2014.<br />
YES! That's New Year.<br />
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I am happy that I known 3 of them and we sat together and chit-chat plus playing with our mobile device (well, we are malaysian-wut~)<br />
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Devi was my primary school mate and she have become my bestfriend ever since. Wymond was our monitor when I was in Secondary school. I didn't quite mix with him that time and don't really talks to him. But somehow, Facebook have given us a change to comment each other status as well as Whatsapp-ing. Daniel I knew him from Wymond and he came part of GDragon life when Big Bang came to Malaysia last 2 years in 2012. He indeed a friendly guy but sometimes DDLY (that was taught by Wymond anyway) *blegh~*<br />
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So! Here we are. Reaching Grand Hyatt of Thirty8 Restaurant. The view is really nice. On top of that, you can face KLCC (whoever fancy of KLCC, please seat or reserve near to the window)<br />
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You may choose the seat to be near to KLCC View</div>
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Kitchen Area<br />
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While walking, I even snap some shot from the kitchen place too ^^<br />
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The Pastas and Spaghs<br />
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This is not a VIP area. It's just another place for you to enjoy the scene.<br />
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And we ordered the Hi-Tea that cost RM68++ per person.<br />
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Below is the images I snapped per plate each<br />
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I really do love Macaroons<br />
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And here, We ordered their Signature Cake. This was introduced by Daniel that he heard is the "MUST DESSERT" to ordered. Costed RM25 (if not mistaken)<br />
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Inside would be the dry ice and the waiter will poured the caramel ontop of the choc cake. Well, definitely to ordered as it really taste nice!</div>
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Of cause, we will have photos together for the New Year too ^^<br />
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Devi and Daniel<br />
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Me and my monitor; Wymond<br />
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Finally, the four of us together :D</div>
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As I mentioned earlier, the Hi-Tea came with one beverage and I've ordered the hot coffee.<br />
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Once again, I would like to wish you all a very GOOD LUCK IN WHATEVER YOU DO, ALL BAD LUCKS GO AWAY AND DONT COME BACK in this year of 2014 :)<span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="color: #0000ee;"></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="color: #0000ee;"><span style="color: #0000ee;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span><span class="st">아자아자 화이팅!<br />(Aja Aja Hwaiting!)</span></div>
Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-62400312714130488302014-01-03T00:18:00.000+08:002014-01-03T00:21:37.239+08:00Free Tiger RadlerWhen I came to work, Mave told me about this Tiger Radler that taste like Shandy and Cocoon are giving away for the first 50 people who flashed the FB view to them in order to get the bottle. So I clicked into the Tiger Beer FB and decided to participate it.<u><br /></u><br />
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Yes. It was only available from 02 Jan 2014 (just one day). The starting is from 6pm onwards.<br />
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But me, Wayne and Penny try to ask them for further enquiries and we manage to get 5 bottles at plus minus 4pm. We even asked for a bucket of Ice and promised to return back to them (which we really did returned back)<br />
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In the end, we were the 1st 5 customers who flashed our FB from our phones :)</div>
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I tasted it and I started liking it. It's just min 2% alcohol, which just a little higher compare to Shandy.</div>
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So, since I have found the Tiger, we have to camwhore ourself ^^</div>
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Thanks Tiger and Thanks Cocoon for the FREE Tiger Radler!<br />
(Btw, if you manage to get this Tiger Radler in Malaysia, there's a meaningful story behind the label. Read it!)<br />
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BTW, FYI, I drank all up. For those out there who can't drink (just like me), try this! I am sure you will be FINE ^^ Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-6173258029514492552014-01-01T22:59:00.001+08:002014-01-01T23:00:20.387+08:00Work With PassionI know is 2014 and I supposed to talk about good things. But I was actually clearing up my iphones pictures and I came across this :-<br />
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This was the theme from my Ex company - Teabreak; that called <b>"Work With Passion"</b><br />
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Ken snapped it and send me and I tot it might be a good memory to keep inside my blog :)<br />
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Xter - Work With Passion (Month of February 2009)</div>
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<b>Work With Passion</b> - is to encourage everyone, designer or executive marketing or even production to have passion with their work. And each of the month, one of them would be selected, presenting them a certificate of appreciation and this cup as souvenirs.<br />
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It was nice working in Teabreak actually :)Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-17268723460807329152013-12-24T23:29:00.002+08:002013-12-24T23:29:44.229+08:00DIY Socks ToyI was back home and laid lazily around the hall and thinking something to do to distract my attention from facing myself infront of the computer.<br />
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So I tot of making another bunny which I have promised my Godbro - Ken that I will give one to him for his little daughter.<br />
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And I started to kick-start it from 10.30pm till 3.00am on 23rd Dec 2013 (Mon)<br />
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I really hope his daughter will like my little Labbit. I even give it a Xmas ribbon :)<br />
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Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-82436714813695033192013-12-16T01:56:00.000+08:002013-12-16T01:56:02.621+08:00I Miss I.P.O.HYES! I really do - all of a sudden...<br />
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Previously I planned to go alone; just to get rid of my life in Kuala Lumpur (due to over-stressed work) and posted at Facebook saying - I planned to go alone to IPOH.<br />
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But...<br />
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Eventually, my friend asked whether wanna go Ipoh together - and YES! Hooray...<br />
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I planned to post my Ipoh picture one day (wait till I rushed all my work 1st).<br />
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So, here's the shocking face I played with the painted girl at one of the street wall :)<br />
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We both looks so cute together :D<br /><br />Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-35622241904580984542013-11-29T23:39:00.000+08:002013-11-29T23:39:33.510+08:00Korean Hangul .vs. Musical NotesI remember the very 1st time I started learning piano; both theory and practical. I was a blank girl without knowledge of the scripts and notes. Bet everyone agrees too.<br />
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But in order to play the notes out, I have no choice but to learn and remember each of the keys, scripts, notes and everything. It was a waste to me that I didn't contd it ever since I started to went college. As far as I remember, I was passed about Gred 5 & 7 (either is practical and theory).<br />
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If I were to play back, I need time to practice it. I missed playing piano actually as I can play the song I like to listern. Too bad, my talent wasn't right for me yet.<br />
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Somehow...<br />
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Few years back I started to like korean alot. And till now, it's been like 10years and I still like korean alot. So I take one step ahead and started to watch alot of korean drama and catching slighly of their pronunciation and the meaning behind it. I joit down in my iphone notes and started to memorised whatever I can so I don't easily forget.<br />
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Just few days back before I went to bed, I decided to download korean apps and started to learn the hangul of it. It's cute to see korean wording as one word have at least 2-5 lettering inside to pronounce the sound out of it. And yes, is not easy as learning english. But I'm willing to give myself a try to get use to it.<br />
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I just took the iphone korean exam and I got 4 out of 10. Darn.<br />
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But still, I'm not giving it up yet.<br />
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I have started to try typing korean wording too "sa rang hae" - > 사 랑 해<br />
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Wish me BEST OF LUCK!<br />
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<br />Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-35558158347659880272013-11-26T23:27:00.000+08:002013-11-26T23:27:32.260+08:00#shinefurryHashtag #shinefurry<br />
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I was supposed to blog this last friday ; 22 Nov - but tend to forget everytime I reached home as 1st thing 1st I need to take my dog for his usual dogrun (meaning - pee and poo) and after my bath, I will have to mop his floor and while waiting for the floor to keep clean, I have to apply medication to my dog.<br />
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That's the reason why I kept to forgot about this posting - until today, I realised that 26 Nov is the contest ends.<br />
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Below is the main title regards on what is the #shinefurry is all about.<br />
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<b>"Want a healthy transformation for your dog? We (Pedigree Malaysia) are giving away 6 weeks worth of Pedigree products if your dog is selected as your dog deserves a healthy skin and shiny coat" </b></blockquote>
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This contest was actually informed by my colleague and the next morning I took few pictures of Fat-Fat and submitted it when I reached office - due to full of HAPPINESS :)<br />
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Is actually not because of the 6weeks worth Pedigree products for the main thing is - Is the FIRST time I ever submitted my dog to a contest. Though he was injured in the picture, but I just wanted to tell everyone that in this world, my dog - Fat-Fat existed!<br />
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He, is also part of my life due to he lives happy and sorrow with me for the last past 12 years and I'm happy that he still breathing even there's twice he doesn't really make it to survive but he had struggle his energy just to see the world for the 3rd time.<br />
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And here, before one day he would leaves me (I assure he have about 15 years the minimum and 18 years the latest, and I assume he is now 14-15years due to he was a big sized dog when he 1st came to my house for food) So that is why I plan to participate him to Pedigree as he have been a loyal to Pedigree for the past 12 years as well.<br />
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This is how I submitted Fat-Fat :<br />
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I took few of his gorgeous faces (Pedigree preferred to have the whole body shot and not only his adorable face) and I selected this one (as below), cause he was smiling happily :)<br /><br />Bet he knows that he have to look handsome due to participate him to Pedigree Malaysia, huh?<br />
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After few hours, on the same day. One of the Pedigree member called me up and asking me about my dog and his condition. He even told me if I were part of the chosen one, they will have to come to my house to see my dog condition and the living environment as well.</div>
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I was fine for everything. And when I reached home that day, I ran to my dog, hugged him and told him that someone called me and asked about him ^^</div>
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(He have rashes at his neck. His ear was way too dry. His right leg started to get injured abit. His right leg, side bones started to get pretty hurt due to putting up ice-cream stick for preventing him to bend his ankle. I really wish he could recover as fast as he could, so all the pain will fade away in just few days. I'm trying very hard to apply medication to him part by part, and hoping one day those injuries will varnished. </div>
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*pray really hard to help Fat-Fat get well* )</div>
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Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-16718263198878855292013-11-14T22:35:00.002+08:002013-11-14T22:35:39.106+08:00I hate that I care about you, and I hate it alot."I hate that I care about you"<br />
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That was the 1st phrase that popped-out from my head that my heart was totally boiling at the moment.<br />
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It was the phrase that someone texted me before. And it was :-<br />
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"I hate that I like you"<br />
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It was the moment I was confused. And I texted back saying " what do you mean by that ?"<br />
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And he replied (something like below, well...I've deleted the message anyway)<br />
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"I hate myself that I like you, which you always being nasty to me but yet I like you alot"<br />
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By then, only I know what is the phrase for.<br />
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And this time... I used this to someone.<br />
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Somemore I actually cracked my head to think just for the surprising and memorable day; once a life time.<br />
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But eventually, all I get was a complain and not a compliment, though in the end it was a thank you and fullstop.<br />
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And here, I promised my self.<br />
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That I will never - ever do such things anymore.Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-7728646903364553322013-11-12T21:49:00.000+08:002013-11-12T21:49:13.161+08:00HogsiHogsi, chu ah an nia?<br />
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How I wish someone will know what I'm writting today.<br />
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<br />Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-9867066354539921362013-11-10T19:13:00.002+08:002013-11-10T19:13:28.542+08:00The HeirsOne of my on-going korean drama this month. I shouldn't have start watching it. Is not that - NOT NICE, but; is <span style="font-size: large;">REALLY NICE!</span><br />
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Been catching up the whole 10 eps for the past 2-3days. (Total 20EP need to finish this drama) and now I have to wait for 2EPs every week which I am gonna go BIT JOH SOH because the drama ends on December 12!<br />
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*crazy*<br />
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Feeling really regret that I start watching it. Hate the feeling of waiting for the episodes to be in streaming.<br />
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Anyhow, whoever loves watching korean drama should watch this and vote for "<a href="http://www.koreandrama.org/?p=30509">The Best Korean Drama of 2013</a>" as I'm so gonna vote this and The Master's Sun too.<br />
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I still don't understand why am I so addicted to korean drama....<br />
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Maybe sometimes the guys treat the girl just like the scene below :)<br />
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He's pretty cute huh? Most of his wording is really sweet and touching.<br />
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I was supposed to catch up with Jin Hyuk (That's after I saw him at Gu's Family Book) but end up I falls for Lee Min-Ho (the above guy) now.<br />
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Min-Ho is young...really young with age 26. The reason I start liking Jin Hyuk is because he's 28, he's charming and have his own character and he even dropped out from UNI (most of the bio on korean actors or singers, they will have a clean data but Jin Hyuk is different) and is really difficult for me to fall for an older guy of Korean. 90% all of them just age within 23 - 26.<br />
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I catched up this scene just this morning at 3.45am; 10 Nov 2013 and contd to watch the next EP until 4.45am. The guy finally kissed the girl!<br />
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Really really nice drama....and the OST was nice to hear to; <b>Love is the Moment </b><br />
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Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-19578034010333740272013-10-15T01:14:00.002+08:002013-10-15T01:21:34.161+08:00The Master's Sun - Touch LoveTouch Love<br />
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Right now...I have this song spinning over again and again in my head....<br />
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I've been wanted to sing this song so much, and I practice-ed it hard. Besides, in every word of the song, I would intend to understand it and finding a way to know what it meant.<br />
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Let's enjoy this song together :)<br />
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PS: Is actually an OST soundtrack from the drama series called The Master's Sun. A very romantic movie that the women was actually seeing ghost all around her and she was afraid until she met the CEO of Kingdom Mall that was actually her shelter (to easily get off from the ghost that clings to her). With 17episodes that took me about 9days to finished it up.<br />
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Below I attached a direct-link-to-go to watch the full drama with english subtitle and also to download this Touch Love sang by Yoon Mi Rae.<br />
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*Believe me, I cried for few episode of it. It's almost similar to Ghost Whisperer. And this song; totally suit this drama. (Trust Me)<br />
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For online drama for this movie, click <a href="http://www.dramaload.com/korean-drama-the-masters-sun/watch-the-masters-sun-episode-1-42198/">The Master's Sun</a></div>
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nae son kkeute<br />
geudaega seuchimyeon<br />
chaga wotdeon shimjange<br />
ongiga beonjijyo</div>
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salmyeoshi dagaga<br />
gidae goman ship jiman<br />
geudaewaui georineun<br />
job hyeo ji jil anhneyo</div>
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manjil suga eobseodo dwae<br />
aneul sudo eobseodo dwae<br />
Lonely love Yes I love you<br />
nae unmyeong cheoreom<br />
geudael neukkil su isseoyo</div>
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rallalla- ralla- ralla-<br />
rallalla- ralla- ralla-<br />
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nae mam daheul su isseoyo</div>
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du soneul nae mireo<br />
geudael jabgo shipjiman<br />
deo meoreojil geot gata<br />
geudae gyeoteul maem doljyo</div>
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saranghal su eobseodo dwae<br />
daheul sudo eobseodo dwae<br />
Lonely love Yes I love you<br />
nan meolli seodo<br />
geudael bol suga isseoyo</div>
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manjil suga eobseodo dwae<br />
aneul sudo eobseodo dwae<br />
Lonely love Yes I love you<br />
nae unmyeong cheoreom<br />
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Lonely love</div>
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When you pass by my finger tips<br />
Warmth spreads throughout<br />
my cold heart</div>
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I want to softly go<br />
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It’s okay even if I can’t touch you<br />
It’s okay even if I can’t hug you<br />
Lonely love Yes I love you,<br />
like my destiny<br />
I can feel you</div>
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Lalala lala lala<br />
Lalala lala lala<br />
Lalala lala lala lala<br />
My heart can reach you</div>
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I want to reach out<br />
my hands and hold you<br />
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It’s okay even if I can’t love you<br />
It’s okay even if I can’t reach you<br />
Lonely love Yes I love you,<br />
even from far away<br />
I can see you</div>
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It’s okay even if I can’t touch you<br />
It’s okay even if I can’t hug you<br />
Lonely love Yes I love you,<br />
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I can feel you</div>
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Lalala lala lala<br />
Lalala lala lala<br />
Lalala lala lala lala<br />
My heart can reach you</div>
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Lonely love</div>
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Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-17225933106267830792013-10-15T00:39:00.000+08:002013-10-15T00:39:02.220+08:00Fat-Fat, Please Get Well*heartbreak*<br />
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When everytime I saw him bleed. Though is just a light bleed, but ... it just breaks my heart. How I really wish I can bare his pain. Bare his operation and bare everything that he's undergoing right now. Though in front of me, he acted like a baby, or spoil brat. But I know he's suffer and he doesn't want me to worried him.<br />
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Yes, he have an operation at his end ankle and he have got stitches. Doc said that if he take care of everything, his stitches can be removed on 19 Oct 2013 (Saturday). But due to on last Thursday and Friday, I noticed that his wound is not healing, yet bleed. </div>
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So on last Sunday, as usual I woke up early and try to give a new bandage for him. I just couldn't see it anymore and I took him to see the doc early morning. Reached the vet about 9.45am. Waited one and half hour for my turn. Doc said that one of his stitch was off. He tried to clean everything up and I have to bring him go daily for clean-up and bandage for the following day.</div>
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On Monday (which means Today 14 Oct 2013), I reached the Vet at 9.30am. While doc opening up his bandage, he told me that another 2-3 more stitches broke and I have to leave my dog there to get new stitches.</div>
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I called up the vet and asked if my dog can be in their cage until his wound get heal and they said yes. I know I'm cruel for putting fat-fat at the vet area, when he actually needed me the most. But I just can't to see him move around, stitches fell off, he have to get stitches again and everything is repeating all over again. I rather I be the bad person and wait for at least 1-2weeks until his wound are heal.</div>
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So when I reached home, as usual fat-fat will come and greet me. I gave the food to my mum and wanted to go out, but as I was walking passed fat-fat I saw something that stopped me.<br />
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It was this wound.<br />
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It happens on this year June that he got this lump. I went to the usual vet clinic that I always bring him. But the doctor doesnt allowed me to have fat-fat undergo an operation. Saying that he was quite old to do an operation unless is worsen everything. Else, this kind of thing can be maintain by giving him antibiotic and another kind of medication.<br />
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I've been feeding on and off for the past few months until just last saturday. I can't hardly bare to look at it.<br />
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Luckily Ken was the one who fetched me home and he offered for me to take fat-fat hop inside his car and rushed us to the vet clinic that fat-fat usually went.<br />
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The doc asked what's wrong and I showed him his wound. He told me that I can bring my dog to UPM, Serdang as they can do operation over there. Asked why not him? He said that is a joint area at his ankle and is pretty hard to do the operation and need a professional to do it.<br />
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Unless, I can everyday clean his wound and apply medi and bandage it up to avoid the flies laying eggs on the wounded area. I told him that I can't always do that and yet, fat-fat is not sleeping inside the house, so is pretty hard to keep him really clean.<br />
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Anyway, I asked whether is Serdang still open but he said their business hour is same like government. =__=||<br />
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Somehow, in the end he introduce me to another clinic nearby Carrefour, Kepong. I was afraid that he was asking me to go to one of the vet clinic there (which is an indian doctor and he have put my previous dog into a deep sleep). But luckily it was another one.<br />
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Waited till the door was open (lunch from 12.30pm - 2.30pm) and the doctor checked on fat-fat. Saying his bone started to bend (just same like human. as u becoming more older, your bones tend not to be straighten but crooked abit) and asked is it been a long time his body shape looks like that. But I told him I couldn't notice it as all the while, it looks the same to me :(<br />
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Only, I noticed that the doctor was actually from UPM (I had a deep relief - finally)<br />
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He even mention that my dog is quite old and he need to do a blood test for him. Saying, that he need to see his kidney and liver are good. And if it's not, then they have to cure it one by one. (Example, let's say the kidney and liver is not healthy. So they have to treat the kidney 1st and then the liver, and only in the end to do the operation part). So the result took within 24hours and cost only RM90.<br />
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I can't sleep that night as I've been thinking : what else if fat-fat have a very unhealthy kidney and liver and other things too. what else if...what else if???<br />
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I was so down. So sad. I just have to pray really hard to God that I need fat-fat to stay strong and healthy. If, (touch wood), something turns to be a bad news, I might just clean the wound everyday myself if I know to treat the other parts may cause me a real bomb which I really can't afford it.<br />
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I really : AM WORRIED HELL.<br />
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So the next day, I called the nurse when Ken texted me that the nurse tried calling me but couldn't get through. (Well, luckily they have asked for another 2nd contact number incase they cant contact me).<br />
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Is a good news! Saying fat-fat condition is good and need to go fasting from 10pm till 9.30am (without food and drinks) for the undergoing operation on Monday.<br />
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I rushed out, kissed fat-fat. Saying thanks to him that he have kept himself so healthy for the past 12years that I have looked after him. I really wanted to cry that moment. But, at the same time I have been changing and applying the cream and bandage him up myself for 3times.<br />
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On monday, As usual I bring him go for his morning walk. But, when he reached home, he wanted to drink water as usual but I hide his bowl and no-where to be found. He kept going to his bowl of water twice that moment. I wanted to really cry!! But he need to go fasting. I even not give him a thing to eat in the morning. I am so cruel :(<br />
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So, I rushed and bring fat-fat go for the operation. Paid a RM200 deposit. There have a CCTV, and I can see fat-fat doesnt want to go inside the cage T_____T It was so darn painful... I don't have the chance to whisper to him and say "STAY STRONG AND I DEFINITELY WILL TAKE YOU HOME NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU"<br />
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On monday night I felt so lonely. Usually I will have to rush home and take fat-fat a short night walk. But that night, I just parked my car and go inside the house. Huh...<br />
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On Tuesday, early morning at 9.30am, I called the clinic and she said I can take fat-fat home. It was the happiest news ever~<br />
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I rushed there, saw fat-fat. Hugged him and bring him for a walk outside. And go back to the clinic to pay the remaining bills. (Well, all of it include the cream, consultation fees, operation, injection, blood test costed RM540)<br />
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Can't wait for anything and I had a picture with fat-fat together ^^<br />
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Until when I reached home today, I saw him greet me with a limping leg. (heart breaks again). I rushed to take him for his night walk again (a slight walk to let him pee and poo) and took him straight back home. Cleaned and washed all of his floors myself and accompany him awhile + whispering to him and giving him hope that he just need to bare the pain for just 10days.</div>
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Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-37723087296698112972013-09-21T22:16:00.000+08:002013-09-21T22:16:30.593+08:003D Floor Arts : PublikaEver wanted to have snapshot a 3D floor art in Malaysia?<br />
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Grab your chance now~<br />
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I got to know this while I was scrolling down to Publika's oldest feed. Went there with one of my friend and I tried captured the angle. End up, rejected by my friend many times. Until, I went to the place I wanted my picture to be taken by my friend.<br />
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It's not easy to take the good shot of the 3D view. You have to stand an angle, with the correct position and the height of your camera plays the important role too.<br />
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So, here's the view...of me standing on top of the building!<br />
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Somehow, this art may not be appreciate by others as if you were just there, it would give you an impression that "what is this sticker lying so unwanted?"<br />
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Why do I say so?<br />
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As I was just standing at the side corner with my friend discussing on how's the angle should work, those passer-by just come in and out, walking all over. It breaks my heart to see them doing it like arts would never be appreciated.<br />
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But do you know that Art can perform something GREAT?<br />
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Somehow, foremost needed to thanks the MCM My CyberMarket which Located in Cyberjaya, KL that did this with putting much effort! Great Job indeed and Thanks for bringing Publika to LIVE!<br /><br />ps : I would not want to say where is this level or near to which entrance. Try and hunt it. I'm pretty sure is still there for the time being...Have fun photoshooting peeps~Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-45106564638366639922013-07-17T00:44:00.002+08:002013-07-17T00:48:41.003+08:00DDLYA shortform of "dor dor lan yeh" means, all sorts of lame fucking reason.<br />
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I've learned a NEW word! And I'm gonna like it.<br />
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Well, this is not the point in fact of the DDLY. The fact is :<br />
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I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S MONTH IS THIS?!<br />
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It was supposed to be my SPECIAL DAY.<br />
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Yes! My BIG DAY instead - 30 :(<br />
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But...in the end.. the biggest thing is : there's this guys; all of a sudden appearing in my life.<br />
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Well, let me start on this.<br />
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<b>1st Guy</b><br />
I was supposed to inform him that I will be delivering his goods to his marketing in-charge on a date given. But in the end, we have been whatsapping each other for more than an hour. I believe he was just off-worked and wanted a good rest and conversation. So we chatted and he's a kind of man that talks wonderland of disney such as Cinderella and Prince Charm. Well, just so far I know that, he hikes too which is great as I like to hike ; just to see the sunrise :) So, after a week later he even told me that he wanted to treat me food and I was like - HUH? (like, what for? as I did not do anything for you) and he just say, "Is just a treat". I was like - Urm, Okay?!<br />
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If not, what am I supposed to say? No?<br />
Well, Let's see whether will this works or not.<br />
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<i>Point : He likes dogs too. But he have given away as he have no time to look after them.</i><br />
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<b>2nd Guy</b><br />
I meet this guy when I was going for a meeting with my Partner. He was all alone and I just created a chat. Gosh, I remember the hall was so cold and freeze. Anyhow after the meeting we were supposed to have a cig but eventually all of the corner or spaces was held "DO NOT SMOKE" sign. So we departed and bye to each other at the Carpark. But when we were having lunch around the area, This guy passed-by and we had great lunch. He even treated me and say's since it was my Birthday and I deserved the treat :) So nice! And on Monday, he came to my office and called me saying Let's smoke and I'm at your office ady. It was a shocking to received his call saying he was all here. We have great conversation and we have same commons in outdoor activities too. He goes on hiking, go-cart, kayaking, car tracks, etc. The time he says Kayaking, my eyes started to roll. I wanna go for that KAYAKING wei~ It should be REALLY FUN!<br />
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<i>Point : He also likes dogs too. He says he takes his dog for a walk and have 2 dogs living with him. How's lovely. </i><br />
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<i>PS: Someone asked me to text him to ask which he would prefer for a cup of coffee.</i><br />
<i>A. Gloria Jeans</i><br />
<i>B. Starbucks</i><br />
<i>C. Coffee Beans</i><br />
<i>D. San Fransisco</i><br />
<i>And his reply was Gloria Jeans! (As most of my friends knows me, they all know that I do love Gloria Jeans alot!)</i><br />
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<b>3rd Guy</b><br />
My classmate tagged me on his Facebook that he just shared regards on coffees status. So I liked his shares and I commented "Cappuccino". One of the guy commented on my friend's too and ...<br />
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*I need to erase the names... I just cant published it. Is forbidden *geez*<br />
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The conversation goes on till like 60+ comments... and he wanted to join for the coffee section where I supposed to meet my friend this coming Sunday. And in the end, I only know that he wasn't my schoolmate by my friend's buddy.<br />
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Seriously. I shouldn't think too much. We are just friends right?<br />
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But... something tells me ... differently. Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-15069730077248086902013-06-08T22:26:00.001+08:002013-06-08T22:26:15.832+08:00Signification Of A DreamI've been dreaming about this same guy for 3 times now and each of the dreams lead us closer and closer. I felt love and I don't feel like waking up from my dreams. <i>(oh ya! each time this dreams stopped was because my dog start barking)</i> Infact, I like it a lot dreaming about him.<br /><br />It's funny that I didn't think about him in reality. But he just suddenly popped up in my dreams and is very loving. This time I remember clearly:-<br /><br />It was this weekend and I was walking towards my car. Location was at Menjalara which I just finished doing something <i>(maybe borrowing a book or doing up my laundry)</i>. And I saw him. We chatted and we have a light breakfast together. We chatted, laughed and what I noticed is that we have this same similarity of our interest such as hiking, extreme sports, loves coffee and hanging out.<br /><br />I asked him, how come he was at Menjalara as usually he will be at Desa Park City instead. He told me he just wanted a change and it was good to bump me here. I smiled.<br /><br />While he walked me back to my car, instead of saying a Bye word, he said this :<br /><br /><b>"just a starter to make your day" </b><br /><br />… and kissed me on my cheek. <br /><br />I was stoned.<br /><br />I had this butterflies flying in my stomach. <br /><br /><i>*oh ya! he's a married man but he wasn't in a good condition with his wife.</i><br /><br />He smiled and walks away.<br /><br />By then, I managed to hold his hand and asked him :<br /><br />"what was that? do you have feelings for me?"<br /><br />He replied "Yes, been a while actually. But I don't wanna rush and mess things up."<br /><br />….<br /><br />To cut my story short, we even went to Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam and we went for a cycling. It was breezy and I do like cycling with the person I like as it's to free of my mind and think about an empty skies instead.<br /><br />He even put a post-it note at my car window just to cheer me up. And decorate a post-it note of a love shape on top of my roof car, which is quite lovely and cute.<br /><br />And..<br /><br />Hell yeah, my dog started to bark.<br /><br />I missed my dream alot. I try to fall back to sleep after taking my dog for a walk just to cont'd the dream. But it wouldn't come.<br /><br />So, I was confused. <br /><br />In reality, we doesn't talk much with each other. I really really confused, why is only HIM?<br /><br />I even Googled up and typed "Dreaming the same guy for a reason"<br /><br />And here's the answer :-<br /><br />
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<b>What does it mean when you dream about the same person over and over again?</b><br />Dreaming about the same person over and over again could just mean that you are thinking about that person a lot in real life. It is thus natural that they also appear in your dream life. Your dream is telling you that it is time to let this person know how you feel, especially if you are dreaming of him or her in a good way. Only good things can happen from you telling him or her. Even if he or she is not interested, at least you can move on from the crush.</blockquote>
<br />But then, I realized… if I and him were to be together. Will he just love me for this early stage and be just normal couples after a year like what I am having now?<br /><br />I was just so scared to love someone once again after I've dated so many ex's. But I do hope I can find someone I can trust, spend the rest of my life just to be with him, and love him every seconds.<br />
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I wish...Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-29223073588493539952013-06-02T01:04:00.001+08:002013-06-02T01:10:23.731+08:00The clock is still ticking...Counting down till 3 years, I think I need a break now.<br />
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To hang out with myself. Save money and not spend to others. Love myself more so I could have my normal dinner back, which I don't have it for like months and months now. To clean up, sweep and mop the house; which I have to do it all by myself. To focus on my career. And especially spend more time with my mother.<br />
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I don't understand myself and I've been telling myself that each time I will not spend for any boyfriend who ever I will be dating. But each time when I see their puppy eyes saying that they like the things very much (either clothing, accessories or perfumer, etc) and I straight get it for them.<br />
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As for myself, I don't even dare to spend like hundred to buy myself a clothing or any heels. And 2ndly, I don't quite like guys who buying for me either. Maybe I'm an Idiot. I should have spend guys money on myself which I shouldn't have stopped them rather than I spend on them instead.<br />
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Besides, our taste of food was different. I like going to Starbucks or Gloria Jeans, but he don't. I like eating xiong tong lala and crab at jinjang, where else he likes having crab at PJ. I like Korean BBQ food alot, where else I usually eat with him on Japanese food.<br />
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I've been thinking. Maybe because I'm in financial, and he's paying for the meals. So I have to cut off those things I like to eat, as I'm not paying it. But when I think of it, it doesnt feel right as previously my ex treated the food and drinks I like. So I still wondering. What's wrong in treating me on once a blue moon?<br />
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(That's why, to eat what I really love to eat, I need a break down. As once I start saving, I can eat whatever I've been longing or drink when ever I like)<br />
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I feel so stupid to date guys that suck all of my money.<br />
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Ok. Maybe not them who suck my money, but I'm the one who willing to give it to them?<br />
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Like seriously, if you love someone, you will definately madly in love with the person. Like the movie I've posted at my blog just few days back "Only You (Always)"it shows that how strong their love connection is. Where else, I dont think I'm having one right now.<br />
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I know how's the strong love connection is as I have that feeling before and it really do hurt me like hell when we broke off. I wish to find back the feeling and spend the rest of my life just with the person. But I dont think I have it now and I dont wanna waste any of our time as years is coming and our age are growing older.<br />
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Like I said before. I dont have any kisses or any intimates for years now. I even told the guy before that if one day he really kissed me, I might avoid, get angry or fought for him. As I might felt strange for : suddenly to start a kiss where else our feels was not there anymore.<br />
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Yes, I am thankful that he bought me a computer so I can work at home instead of OTing all nights at office. I know he cares. But cares and without any love ; it just seems not right enough.<br />
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I don't know. I'm stuck. I'm blank.<br />
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PS: If you know who you are, do give me some space for the time being. 10Q!Xterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07612122015038285330noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1012998144617979513.post-30607777805658223762013-05-31T00:36:00.003+08:002013-05-31T00:36:47.683+08:00Always : Only YouFrom one of the song I usually like to listern and all of a sudden, I feel like watching their MTV and see how it looks like. But, all it lead was a pretty nice love movie which talks about a blind girl and a man who helped her to recover her eyesight.<br />
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It was touched to see such MTV. And I decided to youtube-ing this movie called " Always : Only You" and watched it after work.<br />
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Below is the link to watch the movie. Belive me. I've finished cried .... <br />
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