August Rush OST

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A very nice movie. Those who luv music, pls do watch this. Even it's released 2007, but the storyline really means alot. It's about the same as "Perfume", cause both of the movie related to "sense". Love one of the song album called - Elgar/Something Inside. Was sang by the same actor/model (Jonathan Rhys Meyers)


Lyrics
When the one thing you're looking for
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping all of your moves
Trying to figure it out
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head's wrapped around what's around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you're shivering cold
It's the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It's the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on

'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

So long you've been running in circles
'Round what's at stake
But now the times come for your feet to stand still in one place
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head's wrapped around what's around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you're shivering cold
It's the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It's the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on

'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

It was your first taste of love
Living upon what you had

It's the first thing you see when you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on

'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
I would have found you
I would have found you

Am Sick

Sick joh la....Sick joh la... T_T

Started sorethroat on wed. Then I told my studio manager and art director that I wish to work until 7am, so that next day I cant have a day off. But my studio manager dont allowed. Kept telling me to come. My AD just can let me drag till 3am, so the next day I can come at 2pm.

Since thrusday is burfday c'bration for the May and June month, and there will be also some short (or maybe long) meeting and some announcement to make.

Dragged myself out from bed that morning. Feel dizzy, but still need to go back to work...haiz..But mainly is to attend the c'bration and the meeting. Must gip face abit for Angie and Yvonne, cuz both of them is the organizer for the party :P

See la.. sick oso force to come. Reli reli hope to take MC that day...

On the way, Yvonne called, asking where am I. I told her I just passed thru the toll and will be ariving within 5minutes like dat.

Once arrived, they adi started the meeting. Next, came in Kenny and Nigel. At least Im not the last :P yet. haha...

When I opened the front glass door, I smelled DURIAN! I dunno who the fuck ate it and came to office. Sialz! But in no time, they started to bring out durians with a tag that stated my name at it. I was blur, yet surprised! Everyone need to open up their DURIANS. So I opened up mine ^^
and the meeting continued...

Wishing those burfday gurls and gals for May and June - HAPPY BURFDAY PRETTY AND CHARMING GUY ^^. Next, is the Passion Certificate. May Cert goes to - Wayne, and June cert goes to Ken!!!

This half year Passion Certificate 2009 goes to:-
January: Alice (Marketing)
February: Me!!! (Creative)
March: Chen Yee (Marketing)
April: Cat (Creative)
May: Wayne (Creative)
June: Ken (Production)

*clap clap clap*

And there's even badminton competition being held. The 1st price winner will be receiving cash of RM200, 2nd price will be RM100, and 3rd will be RM50 (izzit or RM80??). I know Im sucks in badminton, so I didnt borther to participate. Haha...

3rd, there will be group arrangement and even an assessment to "Open Up" or so-called "Voice Out" to replaced "No Fear" theme. "Open Up" theme is from the durian - where we have to open-up the durian. Duh... Need to prepare and voice out everything then... I will say
- always work so late!!
- always today briefing or even EVENING briefing and say "tomolo need the visual"
- asking me do flash, flash flash... (I hate it when either AE or Client wanted it to be "tin fa long fong"..Hey I'm not multimedia! So better DONT EVER EXPECT SO HIGH - FUCKERS!)

After awhile, I log in FB.. and saw Cait statues. I commented on her statues asking bout durians. In no time, Chen Yee commented also and asking me to grab my durian. I rush to chen yee and asked her "where's durian?" Then she ask Kakak and Kakak point it at the Ice-cream container. From Creative Dep, I rush down to Production Dep and open up the container. Started to eat durian!!! Yummy.. Sweet....SONG AR!!!

I know..I know I'm sick.. But I cant just stop and forget anything about Durians. Later on, Nigel also eat some.. and when he left, Im still in there and grabbin more and more. Until, Jason say "Enough joh la.. all the room smelled". >.<

So I washed my hand, and go up to creative dep. Not 30minutes later, Jan ask me whether I wanted to eat again? And she told me she gonna bring durian up. COOL!!! At1 st I tot that she was just joking. Neva know, she reli bring it up, and we sat and started to eat it. That includes Me, Jan, Wayne and Nigel. Others was suffocated with the smell. Luckily for those burfday gals and guys, they got their present and opened up and started to light up the aroma to get rid of the smell...

A while later, I know that I aint feeling alright. I know I'm gona get sick soon...I was very slow in working, as my eyes kept closing all the while...Good thing is, luckily I didnt stayed so late that nite. I left around 12.15am dat nite...

Reached Friday... I was headache. Head pain ar!!!! But I still come to work.. Haih... I just cant stay at home... I CANT!! I RATHER go to work than staying at home doing nothing. Even the other day, I told Kenny that Friday I might go take MC, but in the end, I didnt...

And.. My saturday outing is watching TRANSFORMER in the morning!!! Devi was nice. She came and pick me up, so that I can have xtra minutes to sleep on. Transformer ticket oso she queued and bought for both of us... Devi, THANK YOU VERY MUCHIE!!! U're THE BESTFREN ever!!!

I can say Transformer is worth watching - even at Gold Class!! Im gonna watch it 2nd round myself. Waiting fatty to come bek from Japan, and Im gonna treat him watch Transformer at GoldClass, since he likes Transformer too..For me, I just wanna catch up with Bumblebee..Damn, I luv him..he's so cute..adorable.. sweet... yummy ^^

Gotta stop...Wanna sleep now.. But in another hand, I wish to watch Heroes Season II. Maybe I just watch 2 chapter, den only go to bed. See how 1st...

Pray for me.. I hope to get heal by next week...so the after next will gonna be my BIG DAY!!

Not Happy Ady

Not happy arrr...

Deng~

As 4 of us is under the testing in becoming JR.AD, And all of a sudden, I totally lost intrest in knowing whose going to get the position. I dont care about that position anymore. Really. And somemore, really really the fuktup.

Was very unhappy today while working. Then I chat with my exartdirector. I was quite happy chatting with her and we chatted quite long. I miss that conversation that chatting in MSN... last time I used to work like that. Chatting MSN while working. And though, I chat long time, I will also share with my AD that moment. Then we will gossip, since it's just two of us. Better do some gossiping than zipping the mouth and just let the hand + brain do all the works rite?

So, while chatting chatting via MSN, den my AD (*now) told me and give me sort of a face and say "chat chat chat".

I was ... HUH???

In my heart - Why woh? Chat also cannot ar? Izzit when working time, really need to pay and focus 100% ar?

Let me bring up another story before today's news.

I was playing FB, One of the game actually. And was playing while - I REALLY DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO EXCEPT BURN CD! This game also I intro to one of my colleague too. So, when strike after 7pm, both of us was playing the game. Then my AD got say something "yooo..play games somemore". Ahem.. After 7pm woh.. I just update my game only ma. Is not that I stay at office and play till hours and hours. But me and another colleague said "it's after 7pm anyway"

So, since he doesnt quite like it, I just update my game while he's aint at his place. Well, da game is a restaurant thingy. Just keep the game update every 3hours only. But if doesnt update, also nvm de. Is just a sudden intrest over the game. And I even tell my colleague that both of us will get bored over this game in no time wan.

Ok, back to the chatting MSN. Since he said those words "chat chat chat", den I told my exartdirector and said, I need to do work adi.

So, I open a new document at adobe and started to type lettering. Since my scope of work is to create a logo or an Icon. There is NO NAME for the logo! But there is just 5 points of indications. That's all. Overall, my AD has told me to come out this three logo that he can think off. And, while I typing the lettering, da AD said "dont just type letter only. Scamp 1st!"

PISS ME OFF!!!

Really really fucking piss me off.

I ady told him so fucking many times that I HATE SCAMP, I HATE DRAWING, and I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DRAW NOR SCAMP! How many FUCKING TIMES MUST I REPEAT OVER AND OVER AGAIN?

DIU!

Fuck...

I was so angry inside of me. But I know, I need to control myself. So I did. I just put a silence pause in between the conversation and start to look for refrence on logo and taking out my notebook and pen.

While looking at some of the research, I started SO HARD to draw the FUCKING STUFF! Then AD came near me and say "yoo, copy ideas ar?"

I was, WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO NOW? You asked me to scamp, fine. I go do research and scamp for you. Then, I do research and start my 1st scamping, you bising bising"

I know he wants me to be trained well, and learn hard to scamp, and if possible, DO NOT FIND FOR REFRENCE if it's a minor job or something. But hey, Refrence is KEEPING YOU UPDATE!

You cant always take out ur scamp book and started to scamp. I AM NOT YOU!

I born differently. Not all human are born creativity. Not all human can sketch. NOT ALL HUMAN CAN DO LIKE WHAT YOU CAN DO! Then I complain to my exartdirector. She asked me izzit my AD started to dislike me or something. I told her "maybe, or maybe he reli wan me to focus more on scamp"

Well, I was started my usual design by opening adobe and doing it on computer straightly. For me, I do computer work more faster than doing some lousy scamp. Scamp really takes me hours to do, and in the end, it look like SHIT somemore.

He knows I hate scamp. How come he still force me? He's making me feel very worst that I do hope to QUIT THE JOB! I dont even know how long can I stand. I kept seeing my group going in and out of it. I myself also fedup. And now, he making me worst.

I couldnt tell anyone there, cuz everyone knows he's the perfect one. I know he's the perfect one. Infact, he's the best one too. So, I just complain at blog >.< sad sialz.

I even told exAD that "usually if we do logo, we will do at computer de ma rite? and start choosing the right fonts and start to develope and we will also find some reference de ma" and... I started complain...

Haih.. I gotta go crazy...

But anyway, I LOVE THIS WEEK! Cause Monday and Tuesday, I knock off around 7pm. And Wednesday I knock at 9pm, and Today, I knock off around 7pm also. But I know my AD doesnt quite like it. I just set my mind that, once my job has done.. and if it can be continue tomolo, why should I stay at the office???

I better knock off, and come early the next day for work.

Lovin' It

Love my day today ... ALOT more than others day.

Why? hehe~

I was online as usual when I 1st woke up. Then I kept on thinking to book online reservation for the latest Terminator movie. Couldnt book. Even GSC website was sooo down! In no others way, I try up TGV 1utama and Kepong. Both also giving me lettering D or E..which is 4th or 5th roll from the front. It's quite near to the bigscreen somehow. I tried again to book at Brem Mall. Lagi worst. Couldnt get thru also.

Somehow after an hour later, my stomach starting screaming. I know I gotta have food straight away. So I went to my mum's room and asked her whether she wanna go eat sushi or not. She's okay with that idea, and I drove to the nearest Jusco, Kepong.

Of cuz I got some intention going there la. To buy tomorrow's Terminator show. Am I clever? Hahaha~ Proud to be ME! I have the tickets in my hand. 7th row from the front and altogether will be 9rows. Funny, she gave me a small cinema. Wondering why?

Dont bother. At least I gotta watch Terminator ^.^ TOMOLO.... HOOORAY!!!

Later on, we went to Sushi King. I order myself Alacarte and my clam soup. Yummy. Then I pay for the lunch (intention, to c'brate belated mother's day). Next, we went to Jusco, and as usual I will try on some of the sandals. A glance, I couldnt find any that I liked. But my mum did find hers. While waiting for the Girl to take a new pair for my mum, I've been moving around to see some accesories. When I got back, mum got herself a sandals and suddenly.. I picked up one sandal. I try it on...

It's quite comfy. And it's pretty nice. Is not the sense of normal nice.. but this looks abit different from others. Somemore, HELL yea, is 50% !!!

LOVIN' IT....

I asked for my size, and I tried it on. walk around and decided that I reli need to own it myself. Mum was beside me and said, "once you buy this sandal, you have to throw at least one of your old sandal". OMG!! No... I couldnt do that! I told mum that they are still wearable. Mum kept saying that I got alot and it's pilling up. >.<

Where got alot????

And... then I told mum that Im going to buy her likeable sandal that she have just choose. She looks quite happy.But in another way, she's unhappy becox her sandal dun have any discount. Well... it's c'bration of belated Mother's Day...So pls dont care about the price with me.. ^^


Above picture is my mum's new sandal...she said quite comfy while wearing it.


And this is my new sandal. Is not in grey colour actually. When u look closer, into details, they have been mixed up by a slightly of C,M,Y colours too...

Surprisingly

While looking thru boutique's fashion (via website) that located at Bangsar, I came across with...mooie. Since mooie is one of my shoplist boutique that I like also. I enlarge the pictures by opening new tab in the same window. Once glance.. I saw this fashion...



The one I circle de...

And below, is the totally same fashion that I bought from bangkok - chatuchak ^^



Is totally the same as where I bought it from Bangkok. Here sells at RM55. But at bangkok, I bought at only RM25 or RM28 like that.

Anyway, in msia, if i see RM55 like dat, I think, I will oso buy it lor.. cuz it's quite nice ner..and that's makes me..

I WANNA GO BANGKOK - NEXT YEAR ^^

Save Dogs in the Isolated Island At Pulau Ketam

I trying hard to hold back my tears....eventually, I failed and cried. At 1st, I was heartbreak. Suddenly, tears run down my cheek. I was speechless. Voiceless. I was just sitting infront of my desktop, and clicking next and next button and seeing pictures that those dogs was stuck aimlessly on the horrible island. That was a total nightmare for them. They totally dont have any food to eat. Yet, they hope to survive!

Here's some of the pictures I looked thru net (Copied and paste from Internet)...I couldnt sleep when I see those pictures, yet I stay awake to read more news at the internet bout the survivors.





The villagers have been rounding up all the dogs on the island and shipping them to a deserted island. But it is no ordinary island. It is an inhabitable mangrove island with an environment so harsh that every castaway faces a horrible death. Efforts are being made to stop the deportation of more stray dogs from the adjacent village of Sg Lima.



On Dire Straits. Friends Daniel Tang and Sabrina Yeap of Furry Friends Farm accompanied me on this reconnaissance trip to "Dog Island", off the Straits Of Malacca. Blogger Birds Talking (from Klang) who followed me on the earlier negotiation trip was unable to follow due to some sudden illness. We chartered a boat and as we approached the island, I was thinking we will only get to see bones and carcasses. Poisonous snakes abound on the water clogged island and the hostile island will eat any ill-prepared intruder alive. The bountiful mud and sand will swallow you when you walk on it as I was to find out later.



Getting Close. A large eagle surveys the island from above.



First Sighting. This was the first glimmer of hope.Notice how scrawny it is. Yet he managed to wag his tail feebly upon seeing us.



Heartbreak. The sad face of this abandoned puppy sitting on a branch is heartbreaking and makes me and Sabrina all the more determined to go get every single remaining dog out from there.



Man-Made Tragedy. According to local fishermen, the starving animals resorted to cannibalism. They ate the carcasses of the fellow castaways who didn't survive. They were so desperate that they swam to nearby kelongs only to be chased away. Many weaker ones died in the water. We enlisted the help of a couple of Indonesian workers from a nearby kelong. They will also try to feed and trap the remaining dogs where possible. I am still formulating a proper method of delivering food to selected spots on this treacherous island. I hope to be able to engage a local mangrove expert to enter the interior of the island to estimate the number of remaining survivors and to identify the places to land. Because the island is relatively remote, the rescue mission is a logistical nightmare.



This is really a deadfull nightmare for them throughout shine or rain...



Dog's Eye View. As Sabrina clasped her hands in prayers, I too ended up needing some prayers. I was being sucked into hungry quicksand after getting off the boat to take this picture through the mangrove plants. After some struggling, I escaped with some cuts and bruises from the mangrove roots. My slight injuries are nothing compared to the unimaginable conditions and ordeal the dogs have to go through daily. The incident also serves to remind me of the difficult and dangerous mission ahead.



One Lucky Terrier. Our Indonesian helper managed to grab this dog after a nasty show-down.



Saved and Safe. The rescued dog in the safe hands of Sabrina and on the way to a vet for treatment.

Boat hire is expensive there. It is a tourist area and it has already cost me a few hundred ringgit for boat hire alone, so far. The rescued dogs cannot be transported on the regular ferries. Almost nobody will lift a finger to help without a fee. This is understandable.

The locals are already shaking their heads in disbelief that there are outsiders who want to save the animals they so casually discarded. Instead of pointing fingers and antagonising them, we need their co-operation to help save the unfortunate creatures. In the process, we also hope to educate the islanders on better treatment of animals. It would be an impossible mission if we didn't win their hearts. If you are unable to help directly, please help by forwarding this appeal to other compassionate folks who you feel might be able to make some monetary contributions. Apart from boat hire, we need money to buy cages, to pay people to help catch them, to hire land transport to send the rescued animals to veterinary clinics, pay for vet fees, send the recovered ones to the shelter and to feed and house them for life. I can go on!

To contribute or help,
e-mail TV Smith at tvsmith@mycen.com.my or
Sabrina Yeap at yeapwen@yahoo.com or
Send contributions to Furry Friends Farm CIMB 1457-000-1182-05-6 (Current Account)

*For online interbank transfer, if it prompts for Recipient ID/Business Reg: Just type in 5766Contributors from abroad (and Malaysia) can also send by PayPal to tvsmith@gmail.comPlease retain transaction record / slip for verification and audit purposes.

While seeing all this dogs... I got an intention to find more photos...I dont hope to miss out any photos of them T_T

Here's another one... Is another day...and more people is volunteer and helping out. Thanks GOD!!!

From the press:-

As we got closer, we keep hearing eerie and gut-wrenching barks from dogs stuck inside the mangrove. Volunteer Pummkin is dispatched from the 'mothership' to scan the edge of the island on a sampan. They have an inflatable kayak to get even closer. It is full moon and the tide is high and fast.



Rescued Cantik (named by YB Edward Lee) is weeping silently on a back seat. She of course is not aware she is on the way to a better life and won't be put down. She was so terrified and was almost frozen when rescued. Can you blame her and the other thrown-away dogs for fearing and not trusting humans ever again?

I like to salute the dedicated Klang volunteers like Connie and Donald for using their cars to transport the maggot -ridden animals to their homes and taking care of the rescued dog for a night.

Usually, when we return to shore at night, the nearby vets are already closed and we do not have vans or trucks to transport the animals back to FFF's sanctuary in faraway Kundang.

Last night, adventure specialist Marjorie Gabriel and Hulu Selangor councilor Karin Lee also brought in 2 dogs. River Goddess Marjorie (as she calls herself), constructed a clever pontoon to leave food for the dogs. We have 8 now and will bring more home.

Updates and pics by TV Smith

Another press:-



Another long day. Another beautiful sunset. Another dog saved. I am happy. Sabrina is happy. Grace is happy. Volunteer Donald who donated 10 new cages, accompanied us on this trip.He was given the honour of naming our new family member. He called her Grace.



Grace swimming from Hell Island into our arms.



Kuning swam into a floating fish farm a few weeks ago. The kindly Indonesian workers adopted him and another abandoned black dog imaginatively named Hitam :) A diet of mainly seafood gave their coat a healthy shine. They have since grown quite attached to their saviors.

YOU SAVED HER!

Remember that forlorn puppy on a tree I photographed on our first rescue trip? I took her picture and turned it into our mission poster. It quickly moved a nation and touched a million hearts worldwide. Her expression of hopelessness and despair made everyone with a conscience weep. It also made me and Sabrina all the more determined to try free all the dogs imprisoned there.

Her haunting image spread like wildfire across the Internet and donations started pouring in. It allowed us to intensify our rescue efforts.

We had a hard and hectic day at the islands yesterday but we are extremely pleased to tell u we rescued her! She is now at the animal hospital undergoing treatment before she joins the other rescued animals at Sabrina's Furry Friends Farm sanctuary. Big hugs for all volunteers who helped and also to those who made donations, showered us with multi-faith prayers and much-needed moral support.

Together with her, we also retrieved another male dog which is injured and requires immediate medical attention. Your donations allow us to provide the medical care needed. Please help to keep the funds flowing by continuing to distribute the poster. You saved her!



Please....do help them... Anybody who is affordable, please help them. When I 1st saw Sabrina praying for the dogs, I started to pray behalf on my part too. If cant donate also, at least do some prayings....Thanks alot...

Swamp Dogs

I've been working and working for the weekdays until I dont even have time to flip thru newspaper. Just last friday, I reached home around 3.30am and I was relaxing myself at the sofa here. As I was flipping thru some magazine, my mum came to me and told me a story that has happend two days back. Story of the swamp dogs that was being dumped at another island near Pulau Ketam, Port Klang.

Infact in that island called as "Island Tengah", there is no food. I repeat, NO FOOD for the dogs. You imagine, there's 400 dogs, or maybe more than that was at the island, without food. Worst still, when the weaker dogs goes weak day by day, weeks by weeks, they eventually died at the island, and that makes - DOGS EAT DOGS! It was heartbreak, sadness....to hear such things. I was about to cry when I read the news at the paper.

Here, I copied everything from "THE STAR" Newspaper: Please read, and do understand the whole story.

Animal activist Sabrina Yeap couldn't hold back her tears when she saw the condition of the dogs that Pulau Ketam residents had dumped on an uninhabited island.

"They were wandering aimlessly, often looking towards Pulau Ketam with eyes that appeared empty and listless, (xter said, it's sooo poor thing imagining the pityful eyes of the dogs that look across at the Pulau Ketam, hoping to get a chance to go back to that island)" said Yeap who went to Pulau Tengah last saturday to check on the welfare of the dogs.

Several fishermen, valunteer, and blogger TV Smith accompanied Yeap on the trip to the island, which is in the middle of a mangrove swamp.

"The fishermen told us that some of the dogs had died of starvation, and those that are alive ate the carcasses," said Yeap.

Pulau Ketam residents had trapped some 400 dogs and transported them to Pulau Tengah to ease the stray dog population in their island. Yeap said the fishermen told her that some of the dogs had tried to swim back to the main island but had been shooed away, resulting in some of them drowning.

"It was pitiful sight and I couldn't stop crying after I saw what was happening to the dogs there," said Yeap.

She added that she would be taking 20 dogs to her Furry Friends Farm in Kundang to be rehabilitated and eventually rehomed.

"I wish I could take in more dogs, but can't due to space and financial constraints," said Yeap, who managed to save a dog she found trapped in the mud.

The dog, since named Hope, is recuperating at a veterinary clinic pending transfer to Yeap's sanctuary. Yeap said she hoped farm and orchard owners would come forward to adopt some of the abandoned dogs.

Kapar MP S . Manikavasagam said he would be visiting Pulau Ketam to talk to the residents over what they had done (Pulau Ketam and Pulau Tengah fall under the Kapar parliamentary constituency).

"It is wrong to dump dogs where there cannot survive. I will bring this matter up with the relevant authorities," he said.

Manikavasagam added that he was prepared to accompany Yeap and Smith on their next visit to Pulau Tengah. Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (SPCA) spokesman Jacinta Johnson said a relief team would be sent to Pulau Tengah to try and rescue the dogs.

"We will try to round up the healthier dogs and neuter them. For the weaker ones, we have no choice but to put them to sleep," she added. The SPCA would also seek the cooperation of Pulau ketam residents to set up a temporary dog shlter if required.

What do you feel? Do you feel like crying? Cursing them (Pulau Ketam residents) that they abandoned the dogs to that island? Bringing the dog to the EMPTY island and just let them survived there? CAN THEY REALLY SURVIVED? PLEASE... I BEG... Do not do such things to any animals. Dogs had a life too. What else, IF WE, as a human was thrown away to the empty island? Will we survived? NO! We will eventually die.

I dont fucking understand why do they want to torture the dogs? It's so hurtful... So pity for the dogs. I wish I could help. I wish I am a millionaire and I can buy lots of food for them to eat to keep them survived, or build a field for them to live on. Let them run happily and comfy. I dont wish to let them stuck in that dirty and scary island.

Duh! I hate humans! I do hate them ALOT!!!