Cancer?

@.@

I do not know what to say...

In the minute I was bathing...I felt something harsh, very uncomfortable ... something ... very "geli" on my left nipple. I look at it immediately...

AHHHHHHHHHHH......

What pops out from my mind was - I need to show it to my mum - NOW!

Faster faster cleaned up myself, dressed up my pajamas. Seek for mum's advise..showed her my left nipple. Told her that something grew...

It's like a ... a ... UGH~ I couldn't explained it!!!!

Am freaking my mind out right now.

Okok..is like a pass. Two small little circle - when touched water - it can be abit yellowish (eg: pimples where it's gonna ripe..it has the yellowish thing... and some people will poke at it, let the yellowish watery comes out). I don't know what it should be called. I couldn't elaborate it out.

Mum told me...it might be cancer. Damn..she lagi freak me out. So, instead of talking to her..I asked her to go to sleep... -.-||

How come so many problem occur in my life wan? Deng~ My right breast got a lump somemore...where I didn't laser it out. I've went to the GH almost 2years back. They identify that it wasn't a cancer, but just a normal lump where laser can actually removed it. The size is like a guli size. Might be 10% more bigger than the guli size.

I've went back and thought about the laser. Eventually I didnt took it. I thought - now I dont have cancer and ... what else if I laser it, and from there - I will have a cancer? I even seek for 2 advisor that moment. And both also told me better not to laser it.

And now...another problem at my other side.

Yah...now I really do wish I have cancer. Strike me more, I can die faster. I can soon teman my beloved friend up there...talking about him... damn - I miss him alot T_T

ps: since I didn't clarified any detailing in it, so I might just post the photo...

It might be very DAMN FUCKING GELI...but I wish to know..what is wrong with me T_T




This: - is what I'm trying to say...




And, I do not know..how come I got another tiny lump near the nipple ><