Present Again...

Wah... Nicole came today. Yup, My ex colleague that we used to work together. Well, she wanna have some discussion with my boss. Then she drop by and gave me this pressieee...


and it can form into: -


Aint that sweet huh? Baby been looking something like that, Since I throw John's one away. Well, at the begining, I dont wanna throw it. It's a love shape 520 is a guy, and 143 is a girl shape. It's for hanging at the mobile one. But, since with baby together. To avoid jeaolousy, I decided to get rid of it. And here... nicole gave me this. WOW!!!! I'm so happy for this present. REALLY...

Now, I'm trying to figure out which one I should gip to my baby, Blue one huh??

Celebration Burfday at Gasoline

After work, straight away do my baby stuff. Cut veggies for him plus papaya...MMmmm, Yummy.

Then, finished everything. I rushed out and prepare to go out for my burfday celebration. Yeah!!!! Went to Gasoline - Located at Prima Kepong. Behind the Tm Net building.

Reached. I give a call to Kit.

8.15pm
xter: You guys still havent arrive yet? (was set to 8pm, but I told him I might arrived late)
Kit: I arrive joh lor. I waiting for you all.
xter: Huh? I cant see you de? You lie to me ar!
Kit: No. I really arrived joh. I'm at upstairs one.
xter: What? Got upstairs izzit? Haiz. okok.. I'm coming up la. U alone?
Kit: Yea. No one arrive yet. I book all up here.
xter: You kek sei ngor la. I'm coming up la.

Hung up the phone. Then, I saw no one LOOK LIKE Ka Kit! Called him again.

xter: Where are you? I cant find you want?
Kit: Got.. I'm at the dark area.
xter: See liao ner. Where got?
Kit: Of cause. I waiting for Su Cheng. You know la. He like to make me wait and put alot of makeup.
xter: (gonna bang my head) WHAT THE....??? I'm going to kill you later.
Kit: You order drink 1st k.
xter: Dont wan lor. I give people tim joh. Very Sam Tong. I wait you at my car la.
Kit: Ok.

While walking to my car, Su Cheng and his sista call me. So we went upstairs and start to order and so on. Been looking at the menu for quite some time. Cause DONT even know what I wanna eat. Mmmm... Then Su Cheng call the waiter. No One answer him. I even called the waiter, but no feedback. Then Su Cheng said "I'm gonna die on thirst joh".

Eventually, I tulan. I called one of the waitress and she came. I told her "my fren gonna die on thirst lea". She smile. Su Cheng say "Aiyuh...". Wahahhaha.. After order our meal, probably we ass itchy and wanna sit at the order darker side. Well. There's two section. One is Brighter side, another one is darker one with neon lights. We asked the waitress whether can we shift to the Darker one. Somemore I wore black. Ahem~

Then she told us that can sit there. But need to wait that side open 1st. Then...wait wait wait..and Yeah! Open liao. Su Cheng sista call the waitress. No answer. Ahem. Well, there's one button for us to press. "Bill, Call, Order" So I pressed the "CALL" button. I saw the waitress standing there. When I press, she look around and shut it off. I press again, she shut it off. I kept pressing and eventually I called her out! My God! The service is DAMN poor!

She came. I told her whether we can shift to the darker area or not. She say "can". So, we took our food to the other side. I continue to eat my Yong Chow Chau Fan. Then Fong Yuen called up. She said she on the way, but dunno where is the place. Hmmm.. I teached her, and there she's coming. I called kit. I asked him where is he. He give so many alasan, and lastly I told him I finished up my food and going to leave.

Kit: You leaving ar?
xter: Yea. I finished my food. Somemore I'm downstairs joh. Gonna leave liao for sure.
Kit: Then ar, hmmm..ok la. Bye.
xter: Ok. Bye bye

while going to pull off the conversation, Kit said :

Kit: You really going off ar?
xter: yea. I ate my things liao
xter: wait wait.. i chat with you later...

Fong Yuen arrived, dat's why I need to hang up the phone. She gip me doggie plush toy. Thanks lotsa!!!

While turning back, I saw Kit. He stop by. Haiz.. so late... 9.15pm liao!!!!!! I waited 1hour lea.

Then we chatted for ... for 11pm. 6 of us all together. Talked so many stuff. This and That. Suddenly Kit from behind, gave me one thing. "My Diamond". Ahhh.. Present from them.

I thanked them. I tot they forgot my burfday, cuz none of them wishes me xcept Ka Kit. Then Pui Fong, and all of them say "sorry for the late wishes, and wished me Happy Burfday'..... ReaL Surprise.

Pui Fong: Su Cheng bought one. If Not nice, you can look for him.
I look at Su Cheng...hmmmm...
xter: He ar? Sure dont know my taste de lor
Su Cheng: If not ngam can return de...
Ka Kit: Yea.. got 2 more days.. can return wan.

wait.. I open up and see 1st.. well well well... CAN RETURN AR??? Haha.. Well, I was actually wearing one cross which gave by my sista two-three years ago de. And I'm still wearing it. Luv cross very much. Then ..suddenly another necklace came.


xter: Hmmm.. Thank you very much.
Su Cheng sista: If you dont like, can xchange one.
xter: Is ok la. Thanks alot ya.

Then a while later, Su Cheng sista went out to ask for bill. The bill also very late to arrive. Haiz. Really really poor service. Gonna ban that GasOline. So i told them, why not we pay at the downstairs counter. We packed our things, and went down.

I pay up the bills. Then Kit came to me and hand me this things:-

Anyone saw that b4? Of cuz no la.. Haha. He bought from Taiwan ner. Soooo got my heart! He know I smoke also. And NON OF THEM SMOKE! So I told him.. treat me so good.. u lam me ar? Everyone laugh.

Really happy that night. Then, san ban.. I went to Dou House. He still figure out and making the jigsaw that he got from his aunt. I helped him till 12.30am. Cant tahan liao. Cuz it's 1,000 pieces. wah..backbone pain liao... probably I help later on???

Happy Burfday To ME @ xter

Yea, Burfday over...and here I am, writing bout my burfday celebration. Well, 1st and foremost I would like to thanks those who wishes me Happy Burfday:

Thanks, Thanks and Thanks to:-

Family:
1. Mum
2. Dad
3. Sista
4. Chad - my-bro-inlaw
5. Cousin - Peng Peng

Friends:
1. Phaik Bee
2. Arjun
3. Fong Yuen
4. Sri Devi
5. Monica
6. Carrick
7. Annie
8. Caxryn

Collage Frenz:
1. Sue Fang
2. Ah Seng
3. Angie
4. Ah Loon
5. Yuen Mei
6. Ju Jen
7. Kennie
8. Anis baby
9. Vivianie
10. Zachary
11. Jeff

Boss:
1. Vincent

Godbro:
1. Ken Koh
2. Lou koh

Colleague:
1. June

Ex Colleague:
1. Nicole
2. Simon
3. Wykie
4. Ah Kit
5. Xiao Qiang
5. Pui Fong
6. Su Cheng
7. Su Cheng's Sista
8. Suet Lai
9. Ah Yan

Lover:
1. Dou

Ex Lover:
1. John
2. Sean

Million thanks for remembering my burfday ner. Feel so happy. Some more on burfday eve, Dou and Lou accompany me to watch Transformer. Then eat supper together at mamak near Jalan Kepong here. Then, people start to send sms and called me. Wah...so happy lea... Even moring, I was supposed to off, woke up by those sms sounds and calls. Thanks Thanks buddy!!

Well, since friday I took off. I cleaned up my baby stuff. Then...err.. i dont even know what I did. Cause I know I was too busy and Dou was on the way to my place. So panic, faster get ready and take fat fat out to poo and pee. Then, he took me to eat western food @ Planet Hollywood. I CANT EVEN EAT ALL UP!!! Cuz, on the way - I ate just ONE kai si min bao. So, maybe I was full oredi. Haiz. sad sad. Then Dou help me finish it all up. He is my "fan tong". Meaning Rice baldi. Hehe.

Hmmm..tonight, after my work I need to go out for celebration again. This time is wif Ah kit they all. They planned earlier, but I just cant make it. So - Let it ON T.O.D.A.Y!!

Wow!! Today my boss belanja me makan. Yum yum.. everyone turn up this time. Kok Leong bring his GF along. Hiak hiak.. Then everyone kept asking me where I celebrate my burfday. Really really no where ma. Just ate dinner, then walk around the streets. For me oredi enuff lor. Somemore I neva walk around sg.wang streets at night before - Merdeka dont count ok.

Then Sunday, early morning wake up. Fetch my mum throw rubbish 1st =_+ Then bought her MC'D's Breakfast. Then...I out again and fetch Dou. Queue up to watch DieHard4.0, and catch MCD breakfast. He neva eat MCD breakfast before. Kesian him. Haha...

He kept saying wan to buy me present. Else a cake for me. But both also I dont want. I really dont want anything from him. Dont even wan him to waste money also. Cause his income dont have much and I dont want him to spend so much on me. His flowers already give me fly high high - super high. That's enough liao. Thanks Baby...

Thank You For The Flowers

Was playing games in the office - then suddenly one guy masuk carry the flower and asked me to sign the paper. I got a shocked. I have no IDEA who was the sender. I tot is June, cause she did send cards, Ice-creams, Gifts to her hubby's working place. So I tot she send to me. But she say is not her. Then the guy told me that there's a card inserted inside.

I kept looking at the flowers....

Then onli the card. And it wrote:

To: Xter

Hope your birthday is full of good stuff
I love you forever

From, Baby

From Baby.... while in my mind, I probably will think is my own baby - dou. In the same time, Bro called up. So my mind got confused and I suddenly tot is my bro. I kept asking him, but he say for sure is not from him. Cause he sked I will punch him or scold him or something even worst. Well, I tikam him cause bro did gave flowers to one gurl and written xxx (I forgot what s the name oredi. Something like superhero).

After the conversation was over. I wanna call Dou to check up. But my credit was in RM0.00. Ouch! How come I dont know wan ar?? So, I used websms to send sms to him (the server is F.R.E.E. of cuz), and he called up.

xter: you send me flowers ar?
Dou: why?
xter: You send me flowers to my office ar???
- silent mode
Dou: yeah.. I'm not your baby mea?
xter: [laugh], wah!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (continue those conversation)

ahem... Neva know he will send me flowers, cause is quite big ner. Somemore got "sim har sim har" Got some sparkling on top of those flowers. Wah!! 1st time received flowers like that..somemore send to me de neh.. Of cause I fly high high ner......

Thank You Baby...

Words That I Dont Even Know...

How To Start It. Duh...

Suddenly I feel so moody. Dont get me wrong. Nobody make me angry or pissed me off today. Is just that... I feel moody that's all. Dont even know how to describe this feeling at all. While watching DVD movie "Because You Said So", I felt like - Wow! Now I got the time to watch and feel relax. But when the movie ends, I intend to think - GOSH! Tomolo I need to go to work.

Probably this few days I dont have the urge to go to work joh. Really feel like wanna resign my job and seek for another job. Another environment. Another team work to work with. I know I still havent polish up all my skills. I lack of confident to design sometimes. Or should I say Most Of The Time? Sometimes, the design that I did, was not-like-me. It's a force. Not like collage work, you can do freely. You can brainstorming something which no one else did it before.

But now... I felt like, I was tied up. Was totally stuck here. I wan do something different. Learn something new. Really New! That's why I took up some freelance job from my fren's agency that do magazine ad. At least I learn something new,although no one teach me how to do. But, I've already said to her, If my design is rejected by ur boss, please let me know. At least I know where and what I did wrong. But most of the time, I got pass. That's a compliment, I guess.

Really really wanna change job. I know I cant leave like that. That's why I've been praying hard so that someone will walk in n interviewed by us, and the next day he/she can confirm to come to work immediately. But to my despite, there's nothing. Zero. No one turn up xcept for one guy - who consider SUPER FRESH NEW to design road. God!~

But once, if really hire someone already - for sure I will seek a new job liao. NO MATTER WHAT! I know I cant stay put in this company, though this company is good and I cant find a better bos than Vincent. But hey, I stay here since I graduated. Dont kira the cheras or my training moment la. Almost gonna be 3 years I'm working here and I know I cant stand it anymore.

Everytime I wake up, I will think.. God! I need to work. Even recently, I found myself abit or maybe TOO MUCH lazy to do design work. Cuz, got REJECTED. Like coffee packaging, Client will say "Ahhh.. too old fasion - like history". "This look like IKEA feel". But you know what he want? He wants a hand holding a cup of coffee. Just like NESCAFE thingy. I hate him very much.

I hate client who like to follow people's design. Sometimes, I mean most of the Malaysian client cant accept new things. Not like overseas. Their mind xplore much more wider than here. You can do whatever you want, but need to suit to consumer's needs.

You know, design sometimes can make you happy, especially if your artwork is proved and worked at the market. And you will feel unhappy if your artwork that you actually put alot of effort but in the end got rejected. That was the most terrible feelings to feel for.

Hmmm.. I dunno why i talked all this things. Maybe recently I saw many ads and other's agency that did pretty well in their jobs and when I compare them to mine, I was like out dated. I cant even do much things about it, cuz client wants what they want. Not US - DESIGNERS! But we can actually convince them by talking those positive sides and brainwashing them. Haha.

Urm.. That's it. I laughed. Now I'm feeling better abit. Haiz.. Tomolo need to work again. Oh ya, my job is like Graphic Designer cum Web Designer cum General clerk (who pick up phone calls, help boss buy lunch) and despatch Gurl (go up and down the stairs to pick up things from clients). I sometimes need to climb up and down the stairs for 5times a day. 5 times up, 5 times down. That's a small complain huh? Well, just let me "fatt sit" la. I long time also no fatt sit liao. All also kept inside my heart.

What else I told people of what I feel? This minute they will understand how I feel, but aother day,they will totally forgot. So, why I wanna tell so much right? I just tell, so that I can loose abit of my stress. No need everytime hold it inside my heart. Very painful wan you know.

Gotta sleep liao. My baby still wide awake. Why ar? Need to put back him inside the cage net joh. Nites peeps.

Dog Came Back

Hmmm... I took this picture two weeks ago. Just now my Art Director open the Digital Cam and found out about this dog. So I decided to post it up. Totally forgot that I got capture her. So happy....

Here's the mother dog that I tot she was taken away by the DBKL. Poor her, Her babies was totally all gone.

But now, I see her nowhere. Dunno where she gone liao. The last time I saw her was here!! N I go dar bao chicken rice for her. Yummy**

Ughhh...wut's wrong with me today? I dont seems like working - WHOLE DAY! Yea, I trying to snake to avoid doing website. Probably I do it tomolo then. Monday Blue... Haizzz...

Alone - Anywan dare?

For me.. Haha.. Sure dare la. I luv horror movie the most. Well, since this movie was directed from the Shutter, I planned so long to watch this movie. Infact, I hope to catch new scenes. But to my despite, Hmmm... everything was actually shown at the trailer liao. So, you will know when is the ghost gonna come out (I said, since the trailer show everything joh).

Just that the storyline is abit same like the shutter. You will gonna find out the truth in the end. This movie quite lagging abit. Haiz.

The story goes like.. The siamese twins was like proud to be together de. But I dont know who is the big sista. Either is Pim or Ploy. Pim really take care of her sista very much. One day Ploy fall sick, and her mother give her eat medicine. (something like caugh liquid medicine de), but Ploy refuse to eat it. So Pim helped ply to sollowed it. Hmm.. Not bad huh. Then, came this guy who like Pim. Wee (dat guy), draw them. And one day, the guy draw Pim herself only. Ploy got jealous. (Though their body was attached) Ploy even teared up the drawing into pieces. Must be really really damn JEALOUS HUH!!!

So Pim and Ploy, their relationship goes bad to worst. Pim hated Ploy so much that she consider Ploy is like a burden to her. Ploy then strangle Pim into death. And from there, they then seperate each other and Ploy played the Pim's roll character and goes to korea with Wee, who he tot that Ploy actually passed away and that he was actually together with Pim..

Haiz.. the story very long la. If anyone intrested can go watch de. But.. urm.. Not my recommendation lor. But I still recommend, If anyone havent watch any horror movie, can try "SHUTTER" 1st.